Dead!

Holidays

2007-10-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

The one wk holiday is finally here.Then 1 week of sch,then no more school!! well until nxt yr.But tis holiday is no ordinary holiday. We have to collect our PSLE results.Seriously i have no confidence in myself,idk. I'm just so scared although I can make it back to MGS. still Im not sure so Im really afraid.and not to mention I have to get ALL the stuff for nxt yr, sch bks,stationery,tuition blah blah and well alot. As I only have 4 yrs,then after that,JC then Uni which means I'm off to New York.Thank God Ive already got enough money to go NY to study overseas. Kinda happy.Luckily,oni a few of my frenz are coming with me.Thatz the best thing on Earth that has ever happened to me!!! I sound kinda dreaming but I'm still young,as soon as I'm of age,Ill be famous (cough....) But I'm really scared of secondary sch, when I was looking at the stuff I was starting to feel the pressure. Oh god.

Okay well enough of this,Lets say I'm gonna learn Spanish,get a camcorder,go on holidays and SHOPPING!!!! (WOOT! yeah!) i CANT WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY TO COME WHICH IS LIKE IN 3 MTH TIME. I've already planned everything, haha my 3 stalks of roses and more books!!1 you know what? Maybe Im gonna go on a shopping spree on buying books!!! Call it my life library....... Okay gtg plan for the darned karaoke thing.Must go write report. (sigh) PSLE may be over,but there's alot to do. See ya later.

XHugsXLuvXKissesX

rubbish and more rubbish

2007-10-08T11:35:00.000+08:00

This is a story,a story of a girl. A story of Hilarie.

She was a very ordinary girl. She liked boys and well yeah she was very elligable until the yr she turned 12,alot of things happened that year.She made new friends,it was like waking up view the entire world to understand it to know everything.She was very happy but her life was'nt co,plete. No one's is.Her life wasn't very smooth-sailing either. It was like every life teenagers have, She would like to thank a couple of friends who have helped her alot,sheltered her when she needed help and well al,ost everything.They are Caryl-Ann for understanding her and all and we'll be frenz forever,Stella for all the laughter and fun,Rachel Yeung and Amadea and all the paper cranes. Thankz alot guys,love you. (as friends) forever.

Hil

Oh yeah

2007-10-05T13:21:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah and Im crying why on earth am i doing that its really stupid of me.... and like chinese FOR PSLE WAS DAMN EASY AH !!!!!!

XcryXcryXcryXcryXcryXcryXcryXcryX

Blah Blah

2007-10-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

Hi I Just had my 3rd exam today followed by science (bloody freak science HATE IT) damn damn damn fuck it Okay I'm at the library not with my closest friends Ca and Stella. I wanna learn Spanish and queens English (okay why do I wanna learn queen's English) IDK and Halloween is coming up Idk if i should go to Stella's or Amadea's. Band practice next Saturday followed by idk I wanna read this trilogy with like 3000 over pages my friends think I'm mad for reading such a thick book but yeah ppl here don't like reading (i think there's smt wrong with them)@_@ Yeah I was sorta screaming in the library just now hah! I dun wanna tell Nik I like him idk and I love English yeah... Holidays are coming...

Miss Edward

Miss My ex ex

Miss Scott

Miss Nik

Miss the carefree life I use to have

WHY DOES Iggy wanna quit the band?! its NOT WHAT its JUST THAT BECAUSE OF BLOODY FUCKING PSLE WE CANT PRACTICE IT YET WHATS HER FUCKING PROBLEM HUH

Bloody fuck.

Whoa man!! So vulgar.... I love apologize by Timbaland and um...... I'm going shopping with my friends..... My handwriting is sorta weird I guess Its cursive and yet not so cursive.... Okay whatever it is I feel so dead I didn't do 2 questions for my math paper yesterday 8 marks gone like that!!!!!!! Freak freak freak nVM ANYWAYS I think I wanna do literature or either music or productions either these 3 options I'm not gonna do some bloody doctor thing ewwww!!! Im in love with the names Edward and Cullen and Alice and maybe Jane.Yeah no time already see you later,bye

XhugsXkissesXLots of LuvX lol lol lol lol

Im tearing up now whats my fucking problem huh

Hi all

2007-09-19T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hi all,I'm back haven't posted in like ages.PSLE is finally arriving but that means shit but I'm not afraid cause idk ... I'm using the school library to blog cause my father(ass) took out my modem and I cant find it,freak. Ive to go at like 3.30 pm so little time.shit ah.But then like 2 wee4ks later,I'll be able to blog as normal.Okay this yr, I just made a list, I want a red crumpler,new Birkenstock slippers and a new watch and a kinokuniya card which I'm currently saving up for, and Rachel is getting my a Borders gift card.GREAT now I get all my stuff.Im going to Juliat( is this how its spelled?) University to study (comfirmed) and meet up with a couple of my friends who are already studying there.Well simply I plan to stay there for my entire life? IDK yeah and then top it up with like SGD100 and then get 3 CDs and a 1000 paged book.WOOT!!! my favourite past time,.reading with music and I dont have to go for tuition until next yr and during the holidays im going Aussie and learn drums and guitar and and drama at NAFA. Its great to be upper-c;ass and know more upper class ppl.It makes life so much for me when I grow up,but that is good.isn't it? N gonna have a sleep-over in Amadea's house (HOT BOYS!!! I'm suck a flirt :>) I mean IDK. So yeah, I'm with Rachy now and all that.HECK OKAY Denise was like with ZAZA. Of all ppl her,come on I mean I don't want to say this if you know her,yeah. and happy cause I'm single and Ill update in like 2 weeks time,when PSLE is over. Yeah and I was sorta drunk just now.I drank a bottle of beer and my mind was like kinda fizzy oh hell. But I like it think I'm gonna try it again.I wrote more songs and poems but will update when I have more time,gtg now,there's so much I wanna say but cant,no time so see ya in 2 weeks time! Bye

at long last

2007-08-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hey there, I finally get to blog. miss blogging,prelims are finally over,what a relief so happy. I got all As except for science,I'm mad trying to get A for science impossible well anyways I haven't spoken to Edward for 2 weeks 3 days. Hmm, I'm still hurt.Cried 5 days in a row,not kidding. I miss everything. I m so pissed, all the concerts are this year and yet i have PSLE shit ! Yeah on the 6 to 9,I have to go Bangkok,i don't want to go.I want to go to amaedeas birthday,got 4 emo boys coming yet i have to skip it and i cant watch funeral for a friend, just because of that,sucks like dunno what. I want to watch funeral for a friend. I spent lots of money on my new pair of jeans,haha my pa kill me costs S$200. Idk what to do, hmm I feel hurt inside AH! forget it I'm still me must cheer up and anyways suddenly all these weird ppl wanted to add me to msn,I don't even know them I think they're freaks. Okay I'm waiting to watch anime,texting Denise now. Lisa is coming back to Singapore,quite happy. I cant wait to go to Kinokuniya to buy books and stationery,. woot woot! Yeah so anyways,I'll post my new poems which i just wrote,my friends say its bloody yuck. Haha. After that,when I'm back in Singapore,ill post how my trip went. I hope it turns out good, and Ill take lots of pictures,I love pictures. Haha yeah so ill post my poem after this,see ya!

love sick poem

2007-08-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

Love sick poem

Monday not smiling
Tuesday sad
Wednesday depressed
Thursday unable to sleep
Friday with panda eyes
Saturday feeling suicidal
Sunday happy

okay i know that is kinda lame just had to put it on cause was bored,no worries what the hell am i talking about?! Yea maybe its just because I'm lovesick that's all.

Poems random stuff etc.

2007-08-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

Random stuff.....

Your cheerfulness keeps me going

The dim moonlight My only guide

Poems

The sun now setting

The snow now melting

Gods creations now running and i no longer wandering

No more sun

No more warmth

No more light

And i more upset

Feeling torn inside

I start running first slow,then fast

Unable to take it

I drop to the ground

My knees now scraped

Crying and bleeding

i struggle to get up

But no sign of you yet

The winds now blowing

The blizzards coming

So cold and dark

I close my eyes and let it take me

As silence overcomes.

Blood drips down my throat
Onto my head and then down
I'm struggling in the water
My breath cut short
Feeling the pressure pull me down
I'm not breathing now
My vision is blurring
My lungs are now full of water
I close my eyes and let it take me
It feels so good to be dead.

I'm torn inside
Not feeling good
Feeling so weary unable to describe how I feel.

Sitting by the fire
Staring into space
I let my mind wonder
About all the things you said..

I lock myself inside the room
Not ever wishing to appear again
Until the day you've come to me
Ill never see the light again.

Each day in life is a 100 yrs
Each year in life like a million years
Longing for you to be in me
I shut the door and disappear.

Saddest of all souls is the essence of parting.

All the feelings in my heart
All the thoughts engraved in my head
No matter how hard you try
You'll never be able to make me forget it again.

Blood is red,but rated eight.

All the feelings in my heart
All the thoughts engraved in my head
No matter how hard you try
You'll never be able to make me forget it again.

Blood drips down my throat
Onto my head and then down

I'm struggling in the water
My breath cut short
Feeling the pressure pull me down
I'm not breathing now
My vision is blurring
My lungs are now full of water I close my eyes and let it take me
It feels so good to be dead.

I'm torn inside
Not feeling good
Feeling so weary unable to describe how i feel

Sitting by the fire
Staring into space
I let my mind wonder
About all the things you said.

I'm dying inside
My insides are bleeding
Its hurting so badly i wish it never happened.

My bloods solid
My hearts not moving
The blood vessels bursting,it hurts me like hell
Why did you leave me?
Why wont you come now?
Why must you leave?
You know how much this hurts me?
I don't think you do.

Right now its raining and my blood is dripping
The sound of the wind beating like the sound of my heart
I stare out of the window and keep wishing I would see the person
I hoping to see.

I sit down at the table feeling depressed
I haven't seen you for ages and I'm missing you like hell
Would you come on now?
Would you realize how much I'm missing you?
I hope you do cause its torturous not loving you.

I sit by the fire I stare deep into it no matter how bright it is
Not enuf to hurt me yet
If only you would understand

hot or not

2007-08-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

This was on photobucket,yea he has photobucket.

Wow is this hot or not my friends said it wasn't hot well i think it is but CA said it was hot i think Ive got weird taste but nvm I cant believe I'm in love with him,yes he is my friend and I'm in love with a guy who has black hair and red streaks?Okay he looks gangster like and all but hes not and hes 15 god damn it what do you want me to do I'm in love with a guy who has hair like that,that's so wrong.... Stella youre gonna be mad at me and tinhk Im a poseur or smt but Ive just realized Im only a little emo,suicidal and dark,thatz me and I like him. I dont care if you hate it.

liquorica stick and add a touch of touch**

2007-08-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen............... Liquorice stick and a touch of touch*

Presenting this!!!!!!! Hot ain't it this is just so hot hot hot.Look at that nice piercing I think I'm gonna get one hehe .This is a picture of some1 I know,hot ain't it.I decided to dye my hair jet black with red or blue streaks. hot Hot Hot my friend looks hot hehe but i don't like him i just like his hot-ness. Um,gonna drool....

blah blah god save the queen

2007-08-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm back anyways I don't wish to elaborate on details or anything Ill just make it short and sweet.How that sound? Short and sweet.well anyways I just and finally at long last completed my hw and then tonight got LOST good gonna watch and guess what today bf wanted to break up and well he was 2-timing man and of course naturally break up of course and then yea I'm still heartbroken but that's life ain't it yao kan kai yi dian so yea apart from that everything was fine and yea.... still thinking of what to write oh yea while i was surfing the Internet i happened to chance upon a interesting conv. happening between girl and boy i think. It read:"why wont you love me?""Cause I'm his gf""But he and u are miles apart while I'm here where you live wouldn't u rather talk to me?"" But i love him" ... it was quite interesting I was wondering online relationships?Seriously if you ask me online relationships are ridiculous it may be some 34 yr old u're talking too eek so sick and yuck phido.... well anyways yea online relationships are like miles apart if you can love each other then 50% chance but why bother about online stuff when there are boys and girls around you? really weird i guess humans are like that and today my friend was like i wanna be emo and i was like 0.0 hello I'm a living example of an emo and was like trying to stop him he was like blah blah i think he wants to be emo cause his gf is emo weird well love is a wonderful thing and i don't think you can force love can you if it did that'll be good and bad? i just got some smoke boxes or metal casings to put cigarettes in em but i do not smoke and don't wanna smoke not my idea of fun but trying it I'm not sure hehe okay usually I'm not like this i don't talk so much but i guess i just did today hahahz okay gtg liao eat dinnner.byez...XD

hey guys

2007-08-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

Me and ZaZa waiting for bus to come in school Denise and Rachel gone back home already. =]

Hey guys back lol i sound so !? so anyways today we got off school early cause they were celebrating the national day thingy so i got off at 10 isn't that good so i go home and do hw then have tuition later then do hw till 3am then sleep then tomorrow wake at 10 then eat little bit then go out buy stuff and go home take a shower then go for my aunts barbecue to celebrate national day. I'm going to get my grandma smt while out tomorrow and helping Denise to do smt hehe yup that's my plans and today was the eve b4 national day and then Friday will be holiday then Saturday and Sunday then next day got composition its no problem but worried about the hao zi and Ci and all the phrases go memorise later hehe yay my mum let me go to LA with zaza and Denise when we are 19 to pursue our dreams for me to study movie directing zaza to study music and Denise to study acting haha we dream too much but i will make It come true even if it doesn't i will try my best too so will post when come back tomorrow and I'm counting down with Esther and Denise tonight at 12 am hahaz watch the Japanese show yay i cant wait to suddenly life doesn't seem so dark anymore it seems brighter yay yay and my band idk now got smt to resolve with it better not think too much waste time see ya guys tonight bye..XD

blabbers

2007-08-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hey back guys,so anyway,i created a myspace .So welcome to......... http://www.myspace.com/xcutxwristsx and.... www.vempirefreaks.com/xcutxwrsitsx and... hehe funny this! lolz okay seriously i tinhk I'm lame so just had my oral today.According to what i heard,the Chinese teachers all pi ping all of us everyone she was like ni ying gai jia zhe ge jia na ge man like shit like that so yea it went quite smooth for me. Rachel and I while were waiting for our parents we took pictures haha i like to take pictures of random stuff maybe i might add a few pixxies! So I'll post it on later and then um mm whats it ah i forgot oh yea! I don't wanna go to school on National Day celebrations too lazy hehe, but got no reason sux. On National day itself I'm going to watch a horror show sweet! then go to Raffles City and get the wallet Ive been looking forward to get.Ive liked it for 1 week already and get the book i want Then after that go home,shower and I'm off to my Aunts house for some barbecue thing bring some extra money along and since there wont be school for 2 days plus my mum still hasn't give me $5 yet I'm gonna ask her for $15 hehe taking money and well yea gotta start revising my work and finish my compo i love writing I'm gonna be a movie director when i grow up yay and marry a Caucasian he he I'm dreaming too much but they say you must have a vision then you will idk don't care got to do hw now.Next post will be when Ive gotten the pictures. =]

Hell shit

2007-08-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back today was a typical crap day for me. since its a Sunday i had fucking tuition and boy i got a surprise the friend who Ive known for 2 yrs was all black today i was quite short okay maybe its because hes usually not like that hes a very nice guy but wow i got a shock of my life.then later at raffles city we had lunch at some sandwich BAR THINGY i ate snails that escargots thing or whatsoever yea and can vegan's eat snails??? haha idk but i don't care i just ate it.Then next i went to this very or more like a idk?.I'm not one to use that kinda stuff but i got it cause it was just so kawaii!!!! okay whatever then after that we went scouting around raffles city has changed they got so much new stuff i saw this wallet IT WAS REALLY NICE I WANTED TO GET IT BUT MY parents said it was too ex you call a $35 bucks wallet ex??? idk so i started whining and i can get it next week!! yay I'm so bad its white and black and really nice he he so I'm quite Happy i m gonna watch a movie and get a book on national day and my wallet next week sweet i love myself but I'm still pissed thanks to my sister f I'm not gonna say anything about it long story bye gotta study now. still pissed.

dead

2007-08-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

DEAD DEAD DEAD I FEEL SO DEAD NOW I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW i hate my life i hate everything i hate all !!!!!!dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead its filling up in my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing actually

2007-08-04T21:23:00.001+08:00

hey all just scribbling nothing to say actually I'm not gonna talk to Stella to a couple of yrs i must do that I'm too soft she ran me down not as in physical but another way I'm so pissed at her i disbanded the band good next time i have my own band I'm gonna have it with a different type of ppl I know I'm acting thick skinned here but i don't care this is my blog i do whatever i want with it no one can stop me not even cc.Yes I'm still pissed.Stella fine i guess I'm not suppose Io be so gullible and believe good friends are really that good they back stab you i don't like them this has caused me to be like that so not optimistic and idk emo?? Its tortuous i think ? So yea idk Eliza and rachel idk lah they all ah very siao Ca doesn't like me sure of that after all she and Stella one group wan (i hate singlish but still gonna use it here though) D hasn't been on for some time i miss talking to him hahaz so yea I'm gonna stay late again tonight study and what would wear on a barbecue? I'm still thinking/since its freaking national day I'm going for this celebration thing what should i hm idk well please msg me and well yea i just got a text sweet byez. =]

Nothing actually

2007-08-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

Me picture

2007-08-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

Okay first i think there's smt wrong with me i haven't posted in like a week i think and now I'm posting non stop i guess its just fun hehe well anyways what do ppl out here think this picture is and who's picture is it? To all my friends if you do,tell m In school and Stella i don't care if you're gonna kill me or not cause I'm emo.Cant change that fact. The person is actually the person who posted this post.Surprising ain't it doesn't look like one bit like me.Well it is.

Panic! at the disco

2007-08-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

Panic! At The Disco I'm obsessed with this band,more obsessed with It than MCR or anything..OMG! Ryan Ross looks so hot! Stella says he looks like shit but nvm i don't really care cause personally i think Gerway looks quite okay.he he if Stella hears this shes gonna kill me in school and Ryan Ross is only 21 this year.That's freaking young.I guess that's good? They're so young yet so famous already.I'm not like other ppl i don't like Brenden Urie i prefer Ryan Ross hot hot hot yea i think I'm obsessed with him o.o So yea anyways hot hot hot It rocks my socks okay i think I'm over exaggerating i haven't had any crush already for 2 months and now i like Ryan Ross usually if i liked a person ill only like him for a while but i like Ryan hes hot ha ha and um nothing else but I'm gonna post lots of pictures of panic! at the disco and him he he i might even decide to change my skin to Ryan Ross haha lolz...

Emo-ness?

2007-07-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

First of all,I would like to begin with what's up with emo-ness?I mean look why is everyone becoming emo-ish?Being emo is not for coolness,its for U.Okay,I admit I'm emo,but you cant just wake up one fine day and say"I want to be emo!" Its freaking not like this.It's all about you. AND being emo isn't goth,both means like black black and more black.If you don't know whats emo go Google it,you need to in order to really know what it is.Emo isn't being all smiley and all,its about EMO,not freaking coolness,and being EMO like "Hi,I'm EMO "that is so not it if you want to be emo find out what it is first and the consequences.THINK HARD.

Founders day stuff

2007-07-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

I got my stuff for Founder's Day already. +0 so yea I bought a black dress form top shop and a look so real diamond ring from forever21. I also got shoes a bag lip gloss and all,in total I spent S$250.That's a lot so anyway Yea just to say I got it,kinda ridiculous posting all these stuff.

The band,um I wonder what does Stella want to do? II write lyrics but most are emo lyrics cause I'm emo so if you don't like it you can always get out if you want.Its really good,we could bring it to USA or smt and make it big but I don't intend on doing that.I wanna be a movie director and if the music doesn't make it,we'll just play it back in where I am. Stella please tell me what you want I'm on MSN just that I'm on in the night most of the time.

Blah blah blabbers

2007-07-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

Today,I'm going to go get my dresss for Founder's Day dinner.Jo and Eddie have gotten theirs already. Im going to get mine either at Forever21 or Takashimaya.Jo bought hers at Takashimaya.So yea and get shoes and lipglosss and nail polish and a bag.Im so excited but,after tiution which starts an hour from now,I got lunch,Man how i hate Sunday lunches so !!!!! Yea then after that Ive gotta make some spectacles. Then at 4,my aunt will be bringing me to go buy dress!!! Then after that,I 'll have dinner with my grandfather its his birthday. Yea so luckily my phone will be with me,if not I'll be bored to death and I have to establish the roles of my Band.Well so yea,will post later. (when back)

Poems

2007-07-21T08:55:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say actually just if you want poems,ask me,I write tons and I write lyrics as well.

Rules and regulations

2007-07-19T18:56:00.000+08:00

My rules and regulations are :

1) Do not bug me for more posts as I DO NOT POST ALL THE TIME hey you think I'm very free is it,truth is I'm not!

2) If you read it you gotta say smt about it,you don't just say it sucks if it sucks why bother reading then if it does suck say WHY you god damn freak.

3) If you don't like it don't see it,.

4)Don't ask why I'm emo ill just ask you to check it out yourself.

Traunt

2007-07-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

Hiie all! yea i don't know how to start so yea today I played truant two times in 2 weeks in a row,well it is quite fun what do you expect were teenagers,so yea anyways the first time was on a Monday when i woke up and well I'm in eh morning session so i have to wake quite early so yea my father as like you headache ah then actually i wasn't but i said yea anyways hahaha it was easy .

The next one was today MY GOD guess who i saw on my way back MRS YEO!!! shit shit shit so yea anyway,it was a Monday too and well yea after school,we had supp Chinese okay that is totally a waste of time! and well yea when we were having physical exercise,Rachel suggested we play truant and skip supp so Denise and I were like okay i mean at first no but then yea after that i did that I haven't even done it b4 just once so after physical exercise school ended then supp so yea we went to get our bags and the lockers to get our phones.After that,we had to call our parents.Eliza asked if she could come we couldn't turn her down so we just said alright Denise called her father but he said couldn't so yea we went without her =(

We took like 15 minutes to reach KAP and then well yea when we reached there,i was red as a tomato i mean i ran for 15 minutes and without rest my God I'm not fat or anything!!!!! So yea we had burger ice cream and drank coke i haven't eaten them in a yr already!! That's long!!! So yea we spent 30 to 45 minutes there,then we went back to school while Rachel went home as her house was only opposite. When we were on our way back,we met MRS YEO but we just walked past idk if she saw us or not well anyways,we went home and then now here I am and talking to Rachel and Eliza and then I received a text msg that Denise fell down the stairs and scraped her knees bad! I hope shes okay.Well yea and well i gtg now do hw see ya!!!

Customize this shit

2007-07-15T20:15:00.001+08:00

A coffin means dead,everyone dies,whats wrong now?

Whats wrong with heart piercings?!I mean look,that is so retarded?!Who doenst break-up?

Whats so bad about damn it or well rude words except fuck I mean whats so bad about being emo??? Whats so bad about being goth? HUH tell me someone what is so bad about liking black??whats so bad about the dark side?? Its not like seriously dark or smt!!! Is it freaking bad?! huh!! tell me seriously!!! I'm so fucking freaking pissed man whats so bad about it,you cant label ppl like that you freaking know that.Well are the following that bad?!

C.R.A.Z.Y.

2007-07-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

PS Stell,don't kill me please.I got the idea for the title,it was random.

Hiie,hows everyone?I haven't posted in ages.As you can see,I have changed my way of writing,I think it is more me.Yes I am vulgar,just a little and abit over board,don't ask me in what way,i have no idea too,i just am :)

So anyways,there's this nice song which maybe not many ppl have heard of,the band t.A.T.u. Its nice and I am kinda hooked on it.Well that is me,I listen to a music and when I'm addicted to a song until I'm sick of it.Haha,so yea,anyways,while I was out today,as usual I was in tuition hey what do you expect I have 5 tiutions!!!! And yea I wonder how some of my friends with over 10 tiutions cope 0.0

I'm glad I only have 5 but its overwhelming already.So yea,has anyone heard of the song crazy by Gnarls Barkley.Its kinda weird for someone me generation to like it but its quite nice although most ppl might not Its abit of Jazz well I think its weird to,a emo girl who listens to metal and alternative actually likes this?! WTF so yea enuf of swearing,its kinda weird I was conversing with my friend and hes a boy and we exactly say the same stuff umm like hes emo too. Like damn it and all that crap similarly ** Eh em,well Elle,don't think otherwise,just a friend okay!

(I'm serious)

So yea,I wont be posting stuff too long nor too short,just about what I like hehe and yea the NUS high results are not out yet.. I wonder will I get in?!! Its hard but I believe I can or if I cant...

Coincidentally,my tuition friend was there too! Hes so smart,he can go to RI and NUS high.I think he will get in,most likely not me.Why ain't there anything interesting happening to me these few days?!It so weird! Well anyways I think Stell is gonna get bored reading my blog so yea Ill probably write when there is smt going on ,so adios!!

Lies and Deception

2007-07-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

Today I was so freaking pissed,well I still am.Lately Ive been like dumped with lots of hw and not forgetting lies and deceptions and my Ipod was confiscated by my mum would you fuking believe that,no music,no MCR,no evanescence,no linkin park,no good charlotte,no 30STM,well to me that sucks.Music makes me relaxed and Im so depressed and I went to the optician today.My right eye is short-sighted and left eye is both short and long sighted. Shoot,now i have to get a pair of glasses,luckily I dont have to wear it all the time so yea thank god,and yea well lately there have been 2 of my friends lying to me well i yea,hard to believe and i trusted them.

yea and then well i have like tons to say so much stuff has been going on and then today my teacher was like forcing me to hold the bubble gum in my mouth for one hour and i fell asleep in her class.I mean look,her class is like so boring I could take a nap,and then luckily i did some of my hw and then teachers day is coming up,yay im helping and then denise hit me on the arm theres a red mark shit man it hurts and well yea and then i was helping eddie for teachers day i was trying to get a picture of lao shi but then camera alnmost got confiscated instead.Tomorrow,got english tiution and the japanerse guy my god so complicating unfortunately so good looking yet bad at engloish. so yea and anway got to study again.I already got a thin layer of black eyes.sigh nvm after 80 days,no more PSLE then thatz good,no more everyday sleep and play.And,my plan for future well,its really big and then i asked stella if she wanted to join me idk she still not really never give a definite answer. and then sigh so ma fan well that is life and that sucks,got so much stuff to say im still pissed,must ren huxi huxi haha lmao yea now i have alot of stufff online,vampirefreaks,youtube,friendster,blogger and umm whats it cant remeber.;well yea and there is this nice itialian restaurant and its better than that restuarant what do you call it i cant remmeber,well it is better and well im happy at least its better than going to the other all the time.Thank my mum for that.And well yea i look weird with glasses so I was thinking of getting a no frame,black,silver and white one and then what else ummmm shit i forgot,i think i have already changed,more matured now and well more emo more dark and all that crap,but yea im still me and whats so bad about this picture i mean it doesnt look that bad does it i like it and vampire freaks is really nice it is nice.i like it and well yea im not feeling so pissed now,gotta go carry on with my things now.Write another day,bye!

Bang Bang Boom

2007-07-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

3 days has past scince I last blogged,damn time pasts so fast like in a while it takes like a week b4 the entire thing gets all around and all that crap.So anyway,it's going to be another long hard weekend not forgetting the fact that I have a math and science test on Saturday.Sigh Im doomed I dont feel like going to school tomorrow that way i wont see the constipated cow and I will have enough time to prepare for the test and just great,my Ipod got confiscated I have to think of a way to get it back sigh im doomed no Ipod no music no life!!!Well anyway,lately lots of ppl have been underestimating me for that fact they will all be doomed and blah blah hah! This year was rather fast and then next yr Secondary school!! Woppy! I want to go to a high school,like river valley high or smt good,sigh and i was reminded of ___ while talking to eliza i cant believe she likes Alex Pettyfer or whatever not like he looks hot or smt,its like 9.45 or smt and i have school tomorrow and yea well I have so many things going on now,school and friends and not forgetting exams well thatz easy except you gotta astudy and I have science tiution tomorrow and i havent done hw yet eek! I m so tired yet still must sigh so much hw i wish i didnt have so many afd totally the days are going to real fast and soon PSLE.The one and most dreaded tinhg Yea you could ever imagine!!! EEK!! Talking to stella and rachel now ,hmmm we study like mad sigh why must we study so much I mean like we're not going to even need it yet we musy study it,stressed enuf and now in a state of depression can you believe that????? Its only been 3 days yet Im writtng so much and yea i still have hw to do and im not done got to do now if not ill be dommed and yes that and theres art and got so many things to bring sigh How hard can life be espeacially when youre reminded of the thing you have been keeping in your heart and then now well *sigh* got to do hw now must do or dead and get scolding from the constipated cow and tomorrow got math supp see mad woman again instead of talking math she needs up talkong about doctors and snakes???!!!! Thatz wasting time! FYI I hate wasting time never a good thing to do and I wish there was more time and yea well i still have more to write but i guess i gotta stop here now.doomed doomed doomed for entertnity -exaggerating hehe i got ting xie and spelling tomorrow and hw to hand up i dunno how to do science better ask tomorrow and Im not a B C D student I m A student hard to believe aint it well me too so anyway yea.

I have to stop writing as much as I hate to so adios! Try to blog when I have time which I think will be on sunday or saturday night! Well anyhway nothing can do about it i gotta work if i want as good life in future.

GI! Go! Go!

Chocolates are you sweet,but you arent.

2007-07-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

EMO!!!How I like searching for black and white...
How complicating can love get?!
if you re not perfect,then why are you perfectly imperfect?!

When were chocolates ever sweet? okay they are but its not that name hm well anyway I got the idea while eating chocolates an hour ago.

Ive been thinking hard for names of posts and well yea i kinda figured it out when i was eating chocolate. When do we receive chocolates when do we eat chocolates what is the result i bet the answers are quite obvious but think deeper.

The answer is because they want to make us fat idk what to say go and brain wash yourself!!

Ppl aren't that crafty or maybe they are but yea the receiver gives presents and gets presents anyway so yea you'll be equal but if the receiver gives the preasent away then yea too stupid!!!

I'm sugar high now eating chocolates and bubble gum lucky I'm not fat so i can eat as much as i want without having to worry about growing FAT HA!!the title of this posts reminds me of the MCR album "i brought me your bullets you give me love."

Haha right now its a hot afternoon and I'm in my room doing all the stuff and sugar high! Beat that! ^^

Okay ppl must be thinking I'm a physio maniac! lol

Lifes like that

2007-07-02T13:59:00.000+08:00

In our lives,we always have friends and foes,well for me not many foes unless I start counting but i do not appear to have any if you are,please msg me telling me you are.Identify yourself.So back to the topic,my best or like good friends are Stella Clarice Esther Rachel Denise and Eliza.They are the best est friends you could ever get.Clarice and I are like totally opposite but yet we still are bestfriends.Stella and I we are the same but yea its just so weird.,I wonder if it has smt to do with the genes.hm...

Well yea so anyway,we all lead normal lives and yea our lives are the same and we all have one common thing.Parents! except for Rachel. Complicating I really wonder why do adults always think the are the best if i mean always correct if they were then there wouldn't be jails with adult criminals in em i mean right right they aren't always correct there's no perfect person if i may use the word "perfect".So yea I still l haven't done my hw but i will I'm like almost done 1/4 left then yay! I love MCR its really great.Okay right now I'm like writing what ever is in my mind like random not really thinking well what do you expect Ive been slogging my guts out for PSLE.

God damn it I'm swearing now... Well yea I'm gonna get MCR anyway there's school tomorrow and i haven't done my hw yet i have to go do it now and ill try to post a picture it depends...

Rum and Monkey

2007-07-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

This blog would most probably start and end differently don't ask me what and how I don't know too,its just random.Based on my other previous blogs,mostly likely this one would end up great I'm not sure though but i have a 50% chance of making it better than the others.So yea anyway,its youth day today and that means no school! woot woot! No school sweet but that means more hw,oh that just reminded me I haven't even really finished my hw yet and Mrs Yeo said she would send us some other hw online but she hasn't and yea well talking on MSN now and then suddenly my Pizco site said there was some person who wanted to like invite me as a f friend and all that and well yea Pizco sites sure are safe and anyway recently Life has started to change well what do you expect blah blah that the way life is supposed to be seriously whatever.I was just talking to my friend in the same school as me her name starts with C,those in my class would know and seriously I think her mother is mad,throwing things at her and pulling her hair??!! WTF seriously how can she do that??!! Well yea so anyway hmm sigh I'm really feeling stranded and messed,life sucks well it does but I'm not so stupid as to kill myself and jump the lake who would do that???! Not me unless you're really depressed and stuff but well I wont do that no matter what happens.

Okay here I am saying not to die,when i fancy dead whats wrong with me?! Dead wouldn't it be nice to go to the underworld and all that then come back to the living hmm if only humans could do that then that'll be good,fancy that!

Hmm,fancy that,I have teeth like a vampire and well yea I'm like have no feelings,I think I'm a kind of human I have to go for a blood test to check. Although I know the answer I still wanna check for the fun and I think Im really into emo style getting a pair of emo glasses when i have perfect eyesight! Ive run out of what to say so yea ill just go now and post a picture or 2 maybe.