| First of all,I would like to begin with what's up with emo-ness?I mean look why is everyone becoming emo-ish?Being emo is not for coolness,its for U.Okay,I admit I'm emo,but you cant just wake up one fine day and say"I want to be emo!" Its freaking not like this.It's all about you. AND being emo isn't goth,both means like black black and more black.If you don't know whats emo go Google it,you need to in order to really know what it is.Emo isn't being all smiley and all,its about EMO,not freaking coolness,and being EMO like "Hi,I'm EMO "that is so not it if you want to be emo find out what it is first and the consequences.THINK HARD. |
I got my stuff for Founder's Day already. +0 so yea I bought a black dress form top shop and a look so real diamond ring from forever21. I also got shoes a bag lip gloss and all,in total I spent S$250.That's a lot so anyway Yea just to say I got it,kinda ridiculous posting all these stuff.
The band,um I wonder what does Stella want to do? II write lyrics but most are emo lyrics cause I'm emo so if you don't like it you can always get out if you want.Its really good,we could bring it to USA or smt and make it big but I don't intend on doing that.I wanna be a movie director and if the music doesn't make it,we'll just play it back in where I am. Stella please tell me what you want I'm on MSN just that I'm on in the night most of the time.
| Nothing much to say actually just if you want poems,ask me,I write tons and I write lyrics as well. |
My rules and regulations are : 1) Do not bug me for more posts as I DO NOT POST ALL THE TIME hey you think I'm very free is it,truth is I'm not! 2) If you read it you gotta say smt about it,you don't just say it sucks if it sucks why bother reading then if it does suck say WHY you god damn freak. 3) If you don't like it don't see it,. 4)Don't ask why I'm emo ill just ask you to check it out yourself. |
Hiie all! yea i don't know how to start so yea today I played truant two times in 2 weeks in a row,well it is quite fun what do you expect were teenagers,so yea anyways the first time was on a Monday when i woke up and well I'm in eh morning session so i have to wake quite early so yea my father as like you headache ah then actually i wasn't but i said yea anyways hahaha it was easy .
The next one was today MY GOD guess who i saw on my way back MRS YEO!!! shit shit shit so yea anyway,it was a Monday too and well yea after school,we had supp Chinese okay that is totally a waste of time! and well yea when we were having physical exercise,Rachel suggested we play truant and skip supp so Denise and I were like okay i mean at first no but then yea after that i did that I haven't even done it b4 just once so after physical exercise school ended then supp so yea we went to get our bags and the lockers to get our phones.After that,we had to call our parents.Eliza asked if she could come we couldn't turn her down so we just said alright Denise called her father but he said couldn't so yea we went without her =( We took like 15 minutes to reach KAP and then well yea when we reached there,i was red as a tomato i mean i ran for 15 minutes and without rest my God I'm not fat or anything!!!!! So yea we had burger ice cream and drank coke i haven't eaten them in a yr already!! That's long!!! So yea we spent 30 to 45 minutes there,then we went back to school while Rachel went home as her house was only opposite. When we were on our way back,we met MRS YEO but we just walked past idk if she saw us or not well anyways,we went home and then now here I am and talking to Rachel and Eliza and then I received a text msg that Denise fell down the stairs and scraped her knees bad! I hope shes okay.Well yea and well i gtg now do hw see ya!!! |
A coffin means dead,everyone dies,whats wrong now?
Whats wrong with heart piercings?!I mean look,that is so retarded?!Who doenst break-up?Whats so bad about damn it or well rude words except fuck I mean whats so bad about being emo??? Whats so bad about being goth? HUH tell me someone what is so bad about liking black??whats so bad about the dark side?? Its not like seriously dark or smt!!! Is it freaking bad?! huh!! tell me seriously!!! I'm so fucking freaking pissed man whats so bad about it,you cant label ppl like that you freaking know that.Well are the following that bad?! |
PS Stell,don't kill me please.I got the idea for the title,it was random. Hiie,hows everyone?I haven't posted in ages.As you can see,I have changed my way of writing,I think it is more me.Yes I am vulgar,just a little and abit over board,don't ask me in what way,i have no idea too,i just am :) So anyways,there's this nice song which maybe not many ppl have heard of,the band t.A.T.u. Its nice and I am kinda hooked on it.Well that is me,I listen to a music and when I'm addicted to a song until I'm sick of it.Haha,so yea,anyways,while I was out today,as usual I was in tuition hey what do you expect I have 5 tiutions!!!! And yea I wonder how some of my friends with over 10 tiutions cope 0.0 I'm glad I only have 5 but its overwhelming already.So yea,has anyone heard of the song crazy by Gnarls Barkley.Its kinda weird for someone me generation to like it but its quite nice although most ppl might not Its abit of Jazz well I think its weird to,a emo girl who listens to metal and alternative actually likes this?! WTF so yea enuf of swearing,its kinda weird I was conversing with my friend and hes a boy and we exactly say the same stuff umm like hes emo too. Like damn it and all that crap similarly ** Eh em,well Elle,don't think otherwise,just a friend okay! (I'm serious) So yea,I wont be posting stuff too long nor too short,just about what I like hehe and yea the NUS high results are not out yet.. I wonder will I get in?!! Its hard but I believe I can or if I cant... Coincidentally,my tuition friend was there too! Hes so smart,he can go to RI and NUS high.I think he will get in,most likely not me.Why ain't there anything interesting happening to me these few days?!It so weird! Well anyways I think Stell is gonna get bored reading my blog so yea Ill probably write when there is smt going on ,so adios!! |
| yea and then well i have like tons to say so much stuff has been going on and then today my teacher was like forcing me to hold the bubble gum in my mouth for one hour and i fell asleep in her class.I mean look,her class is like so boring I could take a nap,and then luckily i did some of my hw and then teachers day is coming up,yay im helping and then denise hit me on the arm theres a red mark shit man it hurts and well yea and then i was helping eddie for teachers day i was trying to get a picture of lao shi but then camera alnmost got confiscated instead.Tomorrow,got english tiution and the japanerse guy my god so complicating unfortunately so good looking yet bad at engloish. so yea and anway got to study again.I already got a thin layer of black eyes.sigh nvm after 80 days,no more PSLE then thatz good,no more everyday sleep and play.And,my plan for future well,its really big and then i asked stella if she wanted to join me idk she still not really never give a definite answer. and then sigh so ma fan well that is life and that sucks,got so much stuff to say im still pissed,must ren huxi huxi haha lmao yea now i have alot of stufff online,vampirefreaks,youtube,friendster,blogger and umm whats it cant remeber.;well yea and there is this nice itialian restaurant and its better than that restuarant what do you call it i cant remmeber,well it is better and well im happy at least its better than going to the other all the time.Thank my mum for that.And well yea i look weird with glasses so I was thinking of getting a no frame,black,silver and white one and then what else ummmm shit i forgot,i think i have already changed,more matured now and well more emo more dark and all that crap,but yea im still me and whats so bad about this picture i mean it doesnt look that bad does it i like it and vampire freaks is really nice it is nice.i like it and well yea im not feeling so pissed now,gotta go carry on with my things now.Write another day,bye! |
| 3 days has past scince I last blogged,damn time pasts so fast like in a while it takes like a week b4 the entire thing gets all around and all that crap.So anyway,it's going to be another long hard weekend not forgetting the fact that I have a math and science test on Saturday.Sigh Im doomed I dont feel like going to school tomorrow that way i wont see the constipated cow and I will have enough time to prepare for the test and just great,my Ipod got confiscated I have to think of a way to get it back sigh im doomed no Ipod no music no life!!!Well anyway,lately lots of ppl have been underestimating me for that fact they will all be doomed and blah blah hah! This year was rather fast and then next yr Secondary school!! Woppy! I want to go to a high school,like river valley high or smt good,sigh and i was reminded of ___ while talking to eliza i cant believe she likes Alex Pettyfer or whatever not like he looks hot or smt,its like 9.45 or smt and i have school tomorrow and yea well I have so many things going on now,school and friends and not forgetting exams well thatz easy except you gotta astudy and I have science tiution tomorrow and i havent done hw yet eek! I m so tired yet still must sigh so much hw i wish i didnt have so many afd totally the days are going to real fast and soon PSLE.The one and most dreaded tinhg Yea you could ever imagine!!! EEK!! Talking to stella and rachel now ,hmmm we study like mad sigh why must we study so much I mean like we're not going to even need it yet we musy study it,stressed enuf and now in a state of depression can you believe that????? Its only been 3 days yet Im writtng so much and yea i still have hw to do and im not done got to do now if not ill be dommed and yes that and theres art and got so many things to bring sigh How hard can life be espeacially when youre reminded of the thing you have been keeping in your heart and then now well *sigh* got to do hw now must do or dead and get scolding from the constipated cow and tomorrow got math supp see mad woman again instead of talking math she needs up talkong about doctors and snakes???!!!! Thatz wasting time! FYI I hate wasting time never a good thing to do and I wish there was more time and yea well i still have more to write but i guess i gotta stop here now.doomed doomed doomed for entertnity -exaggerating hehe i got ting xie and spelling tomorrow and hw to hand up i dunno how to do science better ask tomorrow and Im not a B C D student I m A student hard to believe aint it well me too so anyway yea. |
I have to stop writing as much as I hate to so adios! Try to blog when I have time which I think will be on sunday or saturday night! Well anyhway nothing can do about it i gotta work if i want as good life in future.
GI! Go! Go!
EMO!!!How I like searching for black and white...
How complicating can love get?!
if you re not perfect,then why are you perfectly imperfect?!In our lives,we always have friends and foes,well for me not many foes unless I start counting but i do not appear to have any if you are,please msg me telling me you are.Identify yourself.So back to the topic,my best or like good friends are Stella Clarice Esther Rachel Denise and Eliza.They are the best est friends you could ever get.Clarice and I are like totally opposite but yet we still are bestfriends.Stella and I we are the same but yea its just so weird.,I wonder if it has smt to do with the genes.hm...
Well yea so anyway,we all lead normal lives and yea our lives are the same and we all have one common thing.Parents! except for Rachel. Complicating I really wonder why do adults always think the are the best if i mean always correct if they were then there wouldn't be jails with adult criminals in em i mean right right they aren't always correct there's no perfect person if i may use the word "perfect".So yea I still l haven't done my hw but i will I'm like almost done 1/4 left then yay! I love MCR its really great.Okay right now I'm like writing what ever is in my mind like random not really thinking well what do you expect Ive been slogging my guts out for PSLE. |
God damn it I'm swearing now... Well yea I'm gonna get MCR anyway there's school tomorrow and i haven't done my hw yet i have to go do it now and ill try to post a picture it depends...
This blog would most probably start and end differently don't ask me what and how I don't know too,its just random.Based on my other previous blogs,mostly likely this one would end up great I'm not sure though but i have a 50% chance of making it better than the others.So yea anyway,its youth day today and that means no school! woot woot! No school sweet but that means more hw,oh that just reminded me I haven't even really finished my hw yet and Mrs Yeo said she would send us some other hw online but she hasn't and yea well talking on MSN now and then suddenly my Pizco site said there was some person who wanted to like invite me as a f friend and all that and well yea Pizco sites sure are safe and anyway recently Life has started to change well what do you expect blah blah that the way life is supposed to be seriously whatever.I was just talking to my friend in the same school as me her name starts with C,those in my class would know and seriously I think her mother is mad,throwing things at her and pulling her hair??!! WTF seriously how can she do that??!! Well yea so anyway hmm sigh I'm really feeling stranded and messed,life sucks well it does but I'm not so stupid as to kill myself and jump the lake who would do that???! Not me unless you're really depressed and stuff but well I wont do that no matter what happens.
Okay here I am saying not to die,when i fancy dead whats wrong with me?! Dead wouldn't it be nice to go to the underworld and all that then come back to the living hmm if only humans could do that then that'll be good,fancy that! Hmm,fancy that,I have teeth like a vampire and well yea I'm like have no feelings,I think I'm a kind of human I have to go for a blood test to check. Although I know the answer I still wanna check for the fun and I think Im really into emo style getting a pair of emo glasses when i have perfect eyesight! Ive run out of what to say so yea ill just go now and post a picture or 2 maybe. |